CASSIE.

soul_embarks @ 2007-06-29T12:44:00

2007-06-29T16:45:30Z

i tend to make a big deal out of nothing, that will bring me down. but honestly, life could not be better.
the only thing missing.. A CAR!!!

soul_embarks @ 2007-06-16T11:21:00

2007-06-17T03:23:51Z

hola! yo soy a la casa day katie!!! tu es loco eeee HOMO!!!

peace bitches.
tay amo

soul_embarks @ 2007-05-29T20:39:00

2007-05-30T00:49:23Z

i feel like writing a long entry:

my computer has been down for a long time so thankfully i broke free of my myspace addiction. finally i dont waste hours sitting on the computer doing absolutely nothing anymore, i go outside and find better, more fun things to do.

i have a feeling this summer is going to be a good one. once school is over, i look forward to catching up with people i have lost touch with aka every single one of my friends (with a few minor exceptions). i have lost and gained a lot of friends recently, for the better.

where i am in life right now is not as bad as i make it seem with all my complaining. i am really thankful for the people i have right now. i couldn't be happier with they way they make me feel.

i wish i was tanner. i'm beginning to seem translucsent. (sp?)

i NEED NEED NEED NEED NEED NEED a car. summer = 2 jobs? i hope not, but if that's what it takes, i'm willing.

soul_embarks @ 2007-04-16T19:15:00

2007-04-16T23:16:50Z

i'm just a joke.

soul_embarks @ 2007-04-13T13:35:00

2007-04-13T17:36:54Z

good googly moogly that thing is juicy!

soul_embarks @ 2007-04-02T15:22:00

2007-04-02T19:28:17Z

i have become addicted to RED BEARD.

i need change. i hate consistency. life has never been so boring.

soul_embarks @ 2007-03-17T17:48:00

2007-03-17T21:51:15Z

soul_embarks @ 2007-03-14T11:14:00

2007-03-14T15:17:29Z

the perfect weather and days off of school are just a tease.
summer, i need you.
i need to be done with school.
i need longer days.

soul_embarks @ 2007-03-09T15:12:00

2007-03-09T20:12:31Z

most awkward thing in my life. i don't think it's ever going to be the same.

soul_embarks @ 2007-03-04T22:11:00

2007-03-05T03:13:33Z

that was the most fun i've had in a long time. i saw everyone i've been missing and had the time of my life.
i really needed that.

soul_embarks @ 2007-02-15T21:44:00

2007-02-16T02:46:44Z

i have never been this stressed out in my entire life.
homework. homework. homework. homework.
thank god for mid winter break

soul_embarks @ 2007-02-10T18:01:00

2007-02-10T23:01:44Z

i want change. i want change. i want change. i want change. i want change. i want change. i want change. i want change. i want change.

soul_embarks @ 2007-02-06T22:07:00

2007-02-07T03:13:41Z

i don't want to fall off of the world. i feel like i'm running out of time.
if i were to die tomorow, i would feel very unaccomplished.
here are a list of people i miss and i want them to know it:
jj; mark; chrissy; zach; olivia; ashley; jayme; katie; lily; kinsey

soul_embarks @ 2007-02-04T20:09:00

2007-02-05T01:20:32Z

i'm not in love; but i love him.
i am completely happy.

soul_embarks @ 2007-01-28T19:11:00

2007-01-29T00:14:00Z

all we wanted was snow.

soul_embarks @ 2007-01-25T22:51:00

2007-01-26T03:54:02Z

i cannot ask for anything better.
i love my boo

soul_embarks @ 2007-01-21T11:19:00

2007-01-21T16:27:23Z

i love my friends. i love my life. i love my friends. i love my life. i love my friends. i love my life. i love my friends. i love my life.

i haven't felt this way in a long time.

here you go matt

2007-01-12T01:13:57Z

1. i'm not as creative as i make myself seem. i just long to have that amazing ability.
2. i am desperate for a boyfriend to love. but not desperate to the point where i'll take anybody.
3. i can booty dance like you've never seen before.
4. i don't have a best friend and it makes me feel extremely lonely.
5. i still feel innocent with all the things i've done.
6. i am attracted to boys that are skinny like nicole richie.
7. the thought of nails makes my stomache turn. not toe nails though.
8. sometimes i wish i were a boy.
9. i am always cold. always. i've never once in my life felt content.
10. knowing that someone is thinking about me is the best feeling in the world. because i usually feel like a wallflower.

soul_embarks @ 2007-01-11T19:13:00

2007-01-12T00:16:44Z

i had a horrible birthday. end of story.

soul_embarks @ 2007-01-01T22:25:00

2007-01-02T03:26:01Z

i'm that person who will always be there for you but remains unnoticed and invisible. i'll be the most amazing friend, but you'll always see someone else as the hero.

soul_embarks @ 2006-12-30T18:26:00

2006-12-30T23:27:50Z

i do not know how to deal with deaths. i've had two this year. one that i just heard about two hours ago. and i feel nothing. i'm not sad or anything. the only thing i feel is.. 'why am i not upset?' there is something mentally wrong with me.

soul_embarks @ 2006-12-28T19:39:00

2006-12-29T00:41:51Z

i'm not happy with life.
the only things that keeps me going are the new friends seasons i just got.
no one calls me to hang out.
no one ever has.
being alone this much gets me thinking too much.
that's not a good thing.

my birthday is in two weeks.
i'm thinking about calling off the party.

soul_embarks @ 2006-12-25T20:46:00

2006-12-26T01:48:03Z

soul_embarks @ 2006-12-24T12:59:00

2006-12-24T17:59:32Z

i'm dreaming of a white christmas

today = thursday

2006-12-22T03:24:44Z

CHRISSY'S HOME!

this week has been very interesting. a lot is changing, except not really. if that makes any sence at all.

wanna hear about my day today?
1. failed two tests
2. made a box
3. work
4. jayme chrissy and zach came and picked me up
5. went to hollywood video to make fun of larry's pants
6. glued / duct taped my hands together
7. picked larry up from work
8. went to a hotel "party"
9. played circle of death
10. who has low tolerance?
11. i do
12. how do you spell tolerance
13. had to go home cause my mom is a prostitute
14. what should 14 be?
15. TWELVE INCHESSSSSSS